Can't catch me.

Welcome to 2012 . Its a new year and new chapter to begin .

Well , my countdown doesnt sound very impressive but a boring one instead .

I still managed to celebrate but very pathetic one .

Went to Boon Lay , celebrate with big sister and second sister . Not to forget kak Nadiah .

I get to watch a glimpse of fireworks . Its doenst make me happy but was stunt abit .

Flashing back on 2011 countdown . Sad , yah very very sad .

I wished i could repeat that moment again .

Life didnt go very well . Too many things to cope .

I have yet to go along way to endure in whatever things happen lately .

I wish i was strong but as day pass , im not strong enough .

I wanted mum to be ok .

I wanted my uncle to recover .

I wanted him to know how much i love him till now .

But i dnt have the courage to do so .

I miss my exboyfriend . So much . And i dont think he knows that .

Crying doesnt solve any problems .

I just didnt know what else to do to my life . Hoping for him to come back doesnt

sound right at all . I knew that . At the end of the day , i know we cant be together.

haiz . I should just forget about all those moments .