THAT GIRL
ZAHIDAH♥
3July1991 , her day . :D
"Ain't it funny how some feeling you just can't deny and you can't move on eventhough you try"
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THAT GIRL ZAHIDAH♥ 3July1991 , her day . :D "Ain't it funny how some feeling you just can't deny and you can't move on eventhough you try" |
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011 @ 11:18 PM  I didnt mean to break guys heart , but how can i force myself when im not into it at all . You know , the limitation of falling in love last time might be 70% to 98% . But now , i cant fall in love . I just wanna have someone to be there when im in need . Someone , but only as a friend . No more than that . It turns out that guys are putting high hopes on me . Errrr , did i make the wrong move ? I thought i already explained so much about myself and how did i ended up like this ? I feel bad ignoring , but at the same time , i cant force . Its better to be unexplained and let them think that im a BASTARD . So called . Though , im not . =/ Careers , well , It really put me to high risk of stress mode . Current emotions : DEPRESSION . Seriously , I dont know what i really want . I dont know what actually i want to achieve in life . Actually i do , i use to think that i gonna succeed . Succeed in seeing myself as a childcare teachers . But what do i have now ? Just a nitec certificate ? How to ? Haizzz ... !!! |