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ZAHIDAH
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"Ain't it funny how some feeling you just can't deny and you can't move on eventhough you try"

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Sunday, September 11, 2011 @ 11:02 PM


First thing first ..
Its ramadhan month , and yah , SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslim people .
I hope everyone are enjoying though i aware that this year raya was a bit boring or
maybe no effect at all .
As for me , every year was the same .
I dont feel happy nor sad . Just a broken smile girl . Thats it .

Previously , i know a guy . Well , i knew from the start he was a jerk .
He told me he will give me love more than how my ex did . But sadly ,
i dont feel anything for him .
He is irritating . Irritating bastard . Im not trying to be rude but its the fact .
He is trying to be like my ex . Trying to win my heart just by being him .
I dont need someone to win my heart to be like my ex .
Why cant you just be yourself ? Isnt it simple ?
Even if you be yourself , i wont fall for you . Because my heart was locked
ever since my ex left me . He didnt understand me .He keep forcing .
It was weird when he told me , he fall for me . Not even a week that we contacted .
Ouh , thats normal for a malay guy . Standard , they are looking for LOOKS .
And i just ignore him . Messages , calls .. everything . You know it feels silence but
its worth it . Im used to it . Even until now .
Nobody gonna change that until i met the right guy .

Much ♥ Idah bby