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Sunday, September 11, 2011 @ 11:02 PM First thing first .. Its ramadhan month , and yah , SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslim people . I hope everyone are enjoying though i aware that this year raya was a bit boring or maybe no effect at all . As for me , every year was the same . I dont feel happy nor sad . Just a broken smile girl . Thats it . Previously , i know a guy . Well , i knew from the start he was a jerk . He told me he will give me love more than how my ex did . But sadly , i dont feel anything for him . He is irritating . Irritating bastard . Im not trying to be rude but its the fact . He is trying to be like my ex . Trying to win my heart just by being him . I dont need someone to win my heart to be like my ex . Why cant you just be yourself ? Isnt it simple ? Even if you be yourself , i wont fall for you . Because my heart was locked ever since my ex left me . He didnt understand me .He keep forcing . It was weird when he told me , he fall for me . Not even a week that we contacted . Ouh , thats normal for a malay guy . Standard , they are looking for LOOKS . And i just ignore him . Messages , calls .. everything . You know it feels silence but its worth it . Im used to it . Even until now . Nobody gonna change that until i met the right guy . |