my life . I dont know who to turn to now . Its just like my own world .

The only place that i run from my fcuking problem is just working . I gain my

hapiness from there . Nobody understand . Im done with all this shit . Crying silently , no one knows how painful it is that im trying to pull myself up again .

Beautiful Friends just fcuk my life up and down .

Love , had gone long ago . No trust in it anymore .

Family , haiz . No one cares to know about me . I tried to ,

but no one cares . They are just making me stressed . I feel

like running away . Goshh , i left with only one person

that is always there for me , but she left me too .

I dont trust her . She just ... haiz .

Im just too fcuk up with this life . Damn . Fcuk my life .

Idah , you got to be strong this time . smilee . =)