Im getting up from my fcuking bad dreams . Seriously no more looking back .
It gonna make me worse . Thinking that he is serious about everything , but he was not , so ... all this time , its such a waste of my time . Looking at him happy and smile is all i wanted to .. let him go and move on . Sooner or later ... i will definitely managed to move on without him . Thinking that im better off without him . So i gonna make it possible . Though it hurts alot , i know i still can do it . =')