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Saturday, May 21, 2011 @ 4:37 PM The feeling of fade is already there . But i dont know why , somehow , when i
was left alone , i will cry helplessly . Its hard , but im still strong to let it go . Looking how happy he is now , its just making me feel better when actually it hurts so much . Confusion , stressed , heartbroken .. everything stuffed in my head . When i was still with him , i use to think " what will i be without him ? " Now i see myself without him . Its hard . Totally hard . Imagining without him . Without going out every saturday with him . No more meet up late at night . No more riding dirty . No more songs he sang for me . No more food that he use to buy when im hungry . Hurts ~ But hey , i have to let go and accept it . Im used to it when i was with him . But now , its like nothing . Every single thing waste . I know where my mistake was , but its ok . People do make mistake . And i learn from that . |