Can't catch me.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012 @ 11:52 PM

The worst ever in my life was to meet with someone with a character of an evil .

I didnt know , nor did i expect it will be like this .

Everyone is watching me , observing me . Do i look like im a criminal here ?

Good job huh . I tried to hold back my tears , somehow it still flow .

Why did they did this to me ? Pain , i was stabbed behind . Coolshit ever .

Second time . This time , im not falling . But im rising . Wait for that .

They are going to see me leaving . I might be coming but sorry , they will see me

somewhere succeed in my own place called TEAMWORK .

I chose to have just a limited friends . Cause not all friends are very good to us .

They might be faking their friendship for the sake of " jealousy " .

Im glad enough, i got my mum , sister ,aunties and even cousins to support on me .

They are all behind me . That is enough .

Thanks to those who tried to make me fall . You gotta try harder . =))

Labels: FAKE FRIENDS

Much ♥ Idah bby

Sunday, January 8, 2012 @ 10:14 PM

Welcome to 2012 . Its a new year and new chapter to begin .

Well , my countdown doesnt sound very impressive but a boring one instead .

I still managed to celebrate but very pathetic one .

Went to Boon Lay , celebrate with big sister and second sister . Not to forget kak Nadiah .

I get to watch a glimpse of fireworks . Its doenst make me happy but was stunt abit .

Flashing back on 2011 countdown . Sad , yah very very sad .

I wished i could repeat that moment again .

Life didnt go very well . Too many things to cope .

I have yet to go along way to endure in whatever things happen lately .

I wish i was strong but as day pass , im not strong enough .

I wanted mum to be ok .

I wanted my uncle to recover .

I wanted him to know how much i love him till now .

But i dnt have the courage to do so .

I miss my exboyfriend . So much . And i dont think he knows that .

Crying doesnt solve any problems .

I just didnt know what else to do to my life . Hoping for him to come back doesnt

sound right at all . I knew that . At the end of the day , i know we cant be together.

haiz . I should just forget about all those moments .

Labels: hello 2012

Much ♥ Idah bby

Sunday, November 20, 2011 @ 12:23 AM

I have been hurt many times . I didnt know the last time i was hurt bring me

to this part of time whereby i cant stop hoping until now . I learnt , i changed and

thanks to my past . But i realised that hoping wont make me happy . I will eventually ended

up wasted . I have been waiting for the past 7 months . I put my head low , avoiding myself

from my friends , guys . In fact i put more effort in my job instead . I focused , i tried to

forget bit by bit of our memories . I failed .

Seriously , i failed . But this time i dont wanna fail .

I will put my head high , look at my future and moved on .

I have seen how i am when he first left me . I was stuck , i cried , i was

like torn into pieces . But by leaving me , make so many changes . And i thank god

for realising that . Im happy now , i love my family , i love my jobs .

I never stop smilling ever since then and thats is enough for me .

Much ♥ Idah bby