Can't catch me.

Changes take place .//

Sunday, April 29, 2012 @ 9:43 PM

Say hello to my new hair . *wave hands*
Finally , i got the guts to chop off my long hair . Yeah , im in love with my long hair .
Totally in love . Somehow , its better that at least new changes in myself.
Anyway , i got no one to impress to . So might as well , i do what i want .
Since i got no one to stop me from whatever im doing .
I love my single life . One yr , with no boyfriend . One yr , living with memories . One yr , loving the same person . Its not easy . Tapi takperlah . Da takda jodoh . Redha kan jek .
Oh yah , im back at nex . Cwp wasnt a good choice for me . But i think i made the biggest mistake by staying at Pastamania far longer than i should . They are taking advantage of me being at pastamania for so long . And I seriously hate it . I dont feel like working there . I feel like ditching it . I feel like throwing
my Crew Leader tag at their face . I dont need that status . Its not important to me at all .
Get this straight , i work for my ownself . Not for you guys to actually played with my feelings .
Im just a part timer . I have the rights to put my own schedule . Not forcing me . Irritating ~
Anyway , should take it easy .
Good news , i got an interview on wednesday ! yeah . Coming wednesday . I hope , really hope i get the job . I wanted a better job please . Pretty please .

Done here . My mum need my help . She's been shouting my name since just now .
toodles ~

Much ♥ Idah bby

Tuesday, February 21, 2012 @ 11:52 PM

The worst ever in my life was to meet with someone with a character of an evil .

I didnt know , nor did i expect it will be like this .

Everyone is watching me , observing me . Do i look like im a criminal here ?

Good job huh . I tried to hold back my tears , somehow it still flow .

Why did they did this to me ? Pain , i was stabbed behind . Coolshit ever .

Second time . This time , im not falling . But im rising . Wait for that .

They are going to see me leaving . I might be coming but sorry , they will see me

somewhere succeed in my own place called TEAMWORK .

I chose to have just a limited friends . Cause not all friends are very good to us .

They might be faking their friendship for the sake of " jealousy " .

Im glad enough, i got my mum , sister ,aunties and even cousins to support on me .

They are all behind me . That is enough .

Thanks to those who tried to make me fall . You gotta try harder . =))

Labels: FAKE FRIENDS

Much ♥ Idah bby

Sunday, January 8, 2012 @ 10:14 PM

Welcome to 2012 . Its a new year and new chapter to begin .

Well , my countdown doesnt sound very impressive but a boring one instead .

I still managed to celebrate but very pathetic one .

Went to Boon Lay , celebrate with big sister and second sister . Not to forget kak Nadiah .

I get to watch a glimpse of fireworks . Its doenst make me happy but was stunt abit .

Flashing back on 2011 countdown . Sad , yah very very sad .

I wished i could repeat that moment again .

Life didnt go very well . Too many things to cope .

I have yet to go along way to endure in whatever things happen lately .

I wish i was strong but as day pass , im not strong enough .

I wanted mum to be ok .

I wanted my uncle to recover .

I wanted him to know how much i love him till now .

But i dnt have the courage to do so .

I miss my exboyfriend . So much . And i dont think he knows that .

Crying doesnt solve any problems .

I just didnt know what else to do to my life . Hoping for him to come back doesnt

sound right at all . I knew that . At the end of the day , i know we cant be together.

haiz . I should just forget about all those moments .

Labels: hello 2012

Much ♥ Idah bby